I need a life makeover!!

Ever had one of those days when you feel like noone cares and your so alone and nothing in the world can go right?!.....Im definitly feeling like that lately. I feel like Im at such a breaking point in my life, and if I dont change my surroundings, I dont know what I'll do with myself. I cant seem to find myself right now and I just need to do some soul searching bad!! Problem is, I dont have a clue where to start.. I wanna move. I need a whole life change and I think moving away and starting fresh would be the best way to do it. Im so mixed up and lost in all this drama crap called "life". I just feel like I need to escape it all before I go completly crazy!! I dont know who I am anymore and I WANT TO FIND OUT!!

I just found this little statement on a website that explains to a "T" how I feel.........

Whether it is to a friend or not, you shield yourself. You hide behind a silk screen whenever you're scared or nervous. You hide from people, especially yourself. You don't know your true self... yet. You believe that if you let people find out the real you, you will soon be betrayed. However, being under a silk screen, people can see what you're truly hiding. Your friends will always be there to talk to, but you just need to work up the courage to tell them what's on your mind. You shouldn't be scared of what's coming up next in your life. You need to embrace your inner self. Take action now. Sooner or later, you will need to face the music.


Yeah, so I think right now I just need some really good advise....and possibly a better friend that actually WANTS to listen to what I've gotta say. Im just sick of fake people that you think care, but really just dont.......

Well, thankyou for reading..and sorry I sound so damn whinny!!..I feel a little better now that I kinda let a little out. And p.s. ..... any advise helps so dont feel shy to post!!! And thx again! Tryin to cheer up :P